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If only everyone cared
One day when we were at school I was thrilled because
an older,boy and I were the only ones to get the answer to a "difficult
sum" Mrs Hill praised us and as I am not brainy it really meant
a lot to me. Between morning school and lunch break, we heard the
unmistakable sound of a motor car. ..I cannot remember everything
that went on but the next thing I do remember was that the policeman
and Mr Hill came into the school. Mrs Hill seemed to be in a heated
argument with her husband. She was very distressed.
The children were all standing (we always stood up
when visitors came and the police were no exception). My sister
May and another little girl, an orphan, started to cry. Then others.
They may have heard the conversation. I was puzzled to know what
they were crying for, until Mr Hill told all the children to leave
the school, except myself and May and Myrtle Taylor, who was the
same age as May (eleven years). Myrtle was an orphan reared by Mrs
Maggie Briggs. She was very fair? skinned and pretty.
I had forgotten about Brungle and the gang of men
representing the Aborigines Protection Board who had visited when
we were staying there. But then it came to me in a rush! But I didn't
believe for a moment that my mother would let us go. She would put
a stop to it! All the children who had been dismissed must have
run home and told their parents what was happening at school. When
I looked out that school door, every Moonahculla Aboriginal mother?
some with babies in arms ?and a sprinkling of elderly men were standing
in groups.
Suddenly that little group were all talking at once,
some in the language, some in English, but all with a hopelessness,
knowing that they would not have the last say. Some looked very
angry , others had tears running down their cheeks. Then Mr Hill
demanded that we three girls leave immediately with the police.
The Aboriginal women :were very angry .
Mr Hill was in a situation he had never experienced
before. He did not take into account that Aboriginal hearts could
break flown with despair and helplessness, the same as any other
human hearts. Mrs Hill, the tears running down her cheeks, made
a valiant attempt to prolong our stay.
We started to cry again and most of our school mates
and the mothers too, when our mother, like an angel, came through
the schoolroom door. Little Myrtle's auntie rushed in too. I thought:
"Everything will be right now. Mum won't let us go." Myrtle was
grabbed by her auntie. We had our arms round our mother, and refused
to let go. She still had her apron on, and must have run the whole
one and a half miles. She arrived just in time, due to the kindness
of Mrs Hill.
As we hung onto our mother she said fiercely, "They
are my children and they are not going away with you."
The policeman, who no doubt was doing his duty, patted
his handcuffs, which were in a leather case on his belt, and which
May and I thought was a revolver. "Mrs Clements," he said, "I'll
have to use this if you do not let us take these children now."
Thinking that the policeman would shoot Mother, because she was
trying to stop him, we screamed, "We'll go with him Mum, we'll go."
I cannot forget my detail of that moment, it stands out as though
it was yesterday. I cannot even see kittens taken from their mother
cat without remembering that scene. It is just on sixty years ago.
However, the policeman must have had a heart, because
he allowed my mother to come in the car with us as far as Deniliquin.
She had no money and took nothing with her, only the clothes she
had on. Then the policeman sprang another shock. He said he had
to go to the hospital to pick up Geraldine, who was to be taken
as well.
waving pathetically, as we waved back and called
out goodbye to her, but we were too far away for her to hear us.
I heard years later how after watching us go out
of her life, she wandered away from the police station three miles
along the road leading out of the town to Moonahculla. She was worn
out with no food or money, her apron still on. She wandered off
the road to rest in the long grass under a tree. That is where old
Uncle and Aunt found her the next day. They had arrived back with
Geraldine from the Deniliquin hospital and they were at once surrounded
by our people at Moonahculla, who told them the whole story .Someone
immediately offered the loan of a fresh horse to go back and find
Mother. They found our Mother still moaning and crying. They heard
the sounds and thought it was an animal in pain. Uncle stopped the
horse and got out of the buggy to investigate. Auntie heard him
talking in the language. She got down and rushed to old Uncle's
side. Mother was half?demented and ill. They gave her water and
tried to feed her, but she couldn't eat. She was not interested
in anything for weeks, and wouldn't let Geraldine out of her sight.
She slowly got better, but I believe for months after, at the sight
of a policeman's white helmet coming round the bend of the river,
she would grab her little girl and escape into the bush, as did
all the Aboriginal people who had children.
Excerpt from Margaret Tucker's autobiography, If
Everyone Cared, South Melbourne, Grosvenor* 1977. Used with permission.
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